I have so much to blog about right now, but I feel this will be Sarah's story to tell later, so this blog is mostly about my struggle in this.
Sarah has had a rough week and now she has a stomach bug. I have had a rough week. My family has had a rough week. My friends, my support system, they have been down on their knees. Thank-you for every prayer. God hears them!
I'm not sure how many more tears that I can cry, but they are still there. Tears are a reminder to me that I am not in control here. I kept waking-up last night and just thinking about Sarah. I think I was up all night. I continued to pray, plead, and cry for Sarah. I continue to have to remind myself that I need to trust God in this situation. God gave her to us and she is His. I can not live in fear of what is going to happen. I need to trust that He will get me through this second, minute, hour, and day. God will get her through this second, minute, hour, and day. Please continue to pray with me for Sarah. Pray for her recovery and healing. Pray for her peace and comfort. Pray for the doctor's wisdom. Pray for healing. Pray for ......what will help her. Pray to bring her home. Please pray for strength for me, my family, doctors, my support system, and friends!!! I love this girl, so I can't imagine how much God loves her as he has created her.
Isaiah 41:10- Fear not, for I am with you. Do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous hand.
