Friday afternoon I had to take Sarah to see two of her doctors.   $300 for both!!   We arrived on time at 3:30.   I really wanted a Dutch Bros energy Double Rainbow, but I did not have time to stop.   We saw Dr. Holstein first.   She added into her supplements digestive enzymes (which led me to buy three different types over the weekend).   Sarah was pretty hyper by this point.   The sweet assistant showed her a new room that was going to be some sort of store.  Sarah came out with Breast Cancer Awareness pins for both of us.   We went to see the second doctor, Dr. Wadja.   He was chasing into that store along with me while we were trying to get her into the room.   Did I mention how hyper Sarah was at this point?   The doctor looked at me and said something about that I seemed to be collected.   I actually told him I was ready to blow and I'm a great actress.   I honestly thought he was going to prescribe me something.   He told me he needed to improve my quality of life.    I really could not stop praying the appointments would be over.   The doctor sat there for about 15 minutes looking at her chart, tests, and medications......I sat staring at the walls because I had given Sarah my phone to try and keep her busy.   He finally decided that we would add zinc treatment and another med.   The struggle is real for her and for m

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